this amazes me

you know what amazes me?
how you can just wake up one morning being so sure of something and then by the end of the day be so confused about something.
lets take people for example. you wake up one morning being absolutely in love with one person and then at the end of the day like another person too and then just get confused about who you like more. naturally you should go with the first person who you really liked for a long time. but theres something about this new person which just makes you want them more. it just gets so confusing and overwhelming you dont know what to do or who you really really like.
this is all hypothetically speaking of course.
i just wanted to say that this amazed me and stuff. okay bye.

things that make me happy

- hugs
- chocolate
- ice cream
- juno
- good music
- a meaningful conversation
- vitamin water
- a true friend
- the beach
- summer
- concerts
- my say anything sweater
- chucks
- brandon flowers
- max bemis
- laying in bed at 2 am with my ipod
- laughing till i pee
- amazing lyrics
- urban outfitters
- across the universe
- big hugs
- sam's town
- bawls
- say anything
- staying up all night
- ellen page
- getting a new seventeen
- fedoras

a good concert memory.

FUNNY STUFFS;;;;
alright. so at the say anything show, i was in the front row but more to the right than in the middle. and you know how most venues have the stage, then like 3 feet in front of it where the guards stand and then they have that fence thing and then the people stand? ok well yeah so when i mean front row i mean getting as close as possible,which is right up against the fence. ok so anyway, right in front of where i was standing, the guy who plays keyboard, guitar,and does some backing vocals was on stage. his name is parker. anyway so i'm guessing parker was a bit tipsy that night. as he was playing guitar on one of the songs, he swings his guitar and then BOOM! it hits his keyboard. well his keyboard is pretty small. so when his guitar hit that keyboard it went flying off stage and right in that little space in between me and the stage. parker just started laughing and he ran to coby (the drummer) and started doing the pee-pee dance. then he ran back andthe guard picked up his keyboard and helped him put it back up on the stage. throughout the show, parker continued to do the pee pee dance. a lot. anyway, about half an hour after the first incident, he's playing guitar again. and of course, being the bad ass mother fucker he truly is, he swings that baby. and this time it hits the microphone. the microphone with its cord comes flying off and the stand falls down (but he catches it in time). so parker has this amused "oopsie!" face and then he somehow DROPS his guitar (which is strapped to him) on one of the amps. by then i was cracking up while singing along to whatever song they were playing at the moment so with a smile i look up at parker and he looks down at me and smiles back. i about died. almost as much as i died when max fucking bemis said hi to me. haha, max with his sexyness. gettin' on the floor. anyway, yeah. those parker moments: priceless. i'd give anything to see them moments again [:



yep, that was up in there in the 10 best days of my life.
that concert was just TOO amazing for words<3